glove

title, random i know.
Reason: first thing i saw on my desk, to be precise; left hand glove.

anyways, i got a girlfriend. i'm happy, settled, and happy. best thing so far out of 2010, shes bout it im bout it. were both bout it. that's all for know peoples. ill update you when something is itching my brain.

Is this wrong?

If i think that's hot. I have a thing for girls with spacers.



..and Na'vi Native women.

;)

My Dreams

Recently I have been having dreams about this girl, mostly coming from a negative outcome. I don't know how to decode this certain dreams i have been having. Yes i do like her, but why must my mind conjure such mind fucking shit like that? First situation was *her cheating on infront of my face, next situation was when *she finally decided she didn't want me. To my avail the dreams ended and always waking me up in a mood saying "wtf dude?".

GRITTY.

nonetheless, today i woke up the second time but getting a call from my Pre-Apprenticeship institution. Calling to say that i have been accepted to be part of the program of NETWORK CABLING!. Best part of my day off so far, got my life in-tact. Now its just matter of time for me to put my life back together, to settle, to live.

anyways, thanks to whomever is reading...watch out world phil is making a positive impact yet again. Later days

Jack off

When i write (type, in this situation) a blog i need that one perfect song for me to get into the mood. Any mellow ass song possible in life that will just release my mind and let my hands type. I recently found that song (ever since my music style altered just a BIT, From metal to Indie; need that to skate cant skate to metal) while watching one of my top noptch idol skaters Jerry Hsu in one of his videos. Its mellow catchy and the beat is just incredible, well obviously i like to share. TAKE IT IN

2010 late post

hi, 2010.

Animal Farm

This 94 paged book was done in a span of about 2 hours per say. Within the 2 hours i have been accustomed to acknowledge the book in many different ways. One being, putting myself in the book; as a character itself, to see what would i do in its, his or hers position at the time of the trial. This book is about animals who decide to overthrow the farm they are held at due to improper care of their farmer. Pigs being the smartest lead the farm, take part in making such commandments that demean anything that has two legs(ie: humans). In the novel slowly pigs start to abuse their power and follow there own way while the other animals are still slaves, tending and catering to the leaders.

any-fucking-ways. Gander on this shit, pretty insane.

You have been living for 19 years, 5 months, and 30 days.
Your age in months - 233 months
Your age in weeks - 1017 weeks
Your age in days - 7123 days
Your age in hours - 170952 hours
Your age in minutes - 10257120 minutes
Your age in seconds - 615427200 seconds

Whisky

Anyways, don't mind the picture. My long anticipated trip brings me to my ecstasy. Family time and also not to mention my alone time(no "emo" intended). The destination is as listed, Port of Miami, Bahamas, and Puerto Rico. I cant wait. But its my serenity and created ambiance that I, personally can't wait for. Its one moment where I'm at the back of the boat, its quiet. You look around nothing surrounds but water and the glisten of the moon is on you. The only thing you can hear is the waves crashing. This my friends, is my point of nirvana. I feel relaxed, at this state i can easily re-connect myself with my body, mind, and soul. Its a sensation that I am long awaiting for.