Monday, May 25, 2009

Thought #1

This has been in my had for a couple of weeks now. The shit that has been happening to me has been really fucked. To ones point of view people might say "dude, its just a phase", "bro, forget about her","fuck man, move the fuck on". In doubt i have moved on, but not to the extent where i found love again. Not too sound like a little bitch, but dude...she was my first love, she was everything in my eye, the sun to the fucking moon. But realizing the shit i did to make her leave, and the shit she did to make me no believe was just fucking pointless. "Fuck dude" was all in my head throughout this "phase" i was going through. I went to my friends who comforted me, but i also went to my trustworthy God brother(whom i love dearly) to help me man the fuck up again(which worked, thanks dude). So my overall experience with love was gnarly, but at the same time...to sort of say, "fucked". It was a wild ride, but never again I will find another like her.



yeah fucking right.

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